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THE GIRL
me,myself&i

` jean
` 21
` 14.08.08
` married

LOVES
my loves

` him
` family
` friends
` hello kitty
` singing
` yummy stuffs
` shopping

HATES
my hates

` hypocrites
` backstabbers
` vulgarities
` unhygienic
` cigarette smell

WISHLIST
wishes

` be with him forever
` happy
` healthy
` everybody safe and sound
` more money

TAG
leave me a mess.

CONNECTIONS
life savers

xii
shii
gym
zhongyang
cheeheng
leyi
wanjun
caiying
qiuhui
xuejia

PAST
history

February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
April 2009
May 2009
July 2009
August 2009
October 2009
November 2009


CREDITS
acknoledgements

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Friday, November 27, 2009
Pictures~

Alright. Finally I get to post all these pics up. (:

Didnt take pics for KL trip though. Pity. =l

































9:01 AM

Sunday, November 22, 2009
Back to reality

Back from Genting trip.

Wasted time going there.. cuz there's practically nth to see or do there. Even the theme park was such a disappointment; it rained after we took one ride. -.- suay...
The staff there @$@%^&%!$ service also !#@$^@$^
=.=

Thank God we went down to KL shop ^^

But still nt enough time to shop till shiok cuz need to take bus back to Genting.

Anyways Genting is out of my range for holiday destinations. -_-

I wanted to upload the pics. But think there's something wrong with Blogger ba. Next time try again.

Next trip: Taiwan! I wanna fly off for a long time :D At least a week plus! ^^

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I'm back to reality... I guess I cant ran away after all. It'll be futile.

Was naive thinking that I could somehow go away.
But in fact last day of Genting those sickening things flooded my mind again.

Pests. Are what they are called.


11:39 AM

Saturday, November 7, 2009
Holiday~

A few more hours and I'll be off to Genting! :D

Am starting to get nervous and excited now. lol.

muahaha.

wish mi luck and bon voyage to myself :D

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i wish i can go away and never go back to that place.. things got worse than last time..


11:19 PM

Sunday, October 25, 2009
Im really tired...

Long time didnt blog le.. dun have the time and mood to do so..

Was actually quite surprise to see i haven been blogging for the past 2 months.

Some updates though; I've been confirmed as a teacher at the student care. There's an increase of $100 but only after working for more than 6mths then will get the lump sum of $600 at one go.

It's kinda funny. I remember few months ago when i first join the student care I couldn't wait to get out of there, and now it's already been 3months nearing 4, and i'm still there.

I thought I'll be able to continue for quite a while there.. maybe till next year july? (1year exact)
But how wrong I am..

Last week had been the most tormenting week I ever had..

Seems like a lot of people in student care dun like me..

Badmouth..
Criticize..
Insult..

Maybe even those working with me also... whatever it was.. (except gym)

You name it.. I have it..

Maybe like what lg says... work till march take the $600 and off i go..


I wanna fly~ up and away from all these things.
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Oh well. Guess I should start some topics to make myself happie.

My holiday trip is coming! Muahahha~ Going with my lg..it will be so fun! ^^
Lol. Just for info, I'm going to Genting! :D 4d3n.

Maybe I should just hand in the resign letter and run away after all. Better if I could quit with gym together! =x and find jobs together again!
xD

For now that's all I wanted to say..

I miss my lg :(


10:57 AM

Sunday, August 30, 2009
another update

Finally back to blog again.

Nothing much to write also..

Hai.. as usual the kids make me wanna nie si ta men... zz... esp the p1... they complain about everything. literally abt EVERYTHING.

Example:
P1 kid: Teacher! He push me!
Me: Is it on purpose?
P1 kid: No...
Me: -.-
Me: Did he say sorry to you?
P1 kid: Got.
Me: Then why are you complaining? zzzzzzzzz

Hai. Problem kid...another one which really get on my nerves...
Really feel like smacking him and slapping him. Am nt joking. at that moment i really wanted to slap him.
I didnt in the end of course.. cuz i cant touch them. if i do, im dead. zz

another P1 girl. nth wrong with her. except that she keep picking on one indian kid. every minute
"Teacher! he tatatatta.. attatatatatta~~~~"

Ting le dou fan. zz.

hai. alot weird stuffs la.

Move on to P5s.

GENERALLY nt much prbs.. except that sometimes their maths i duno hw to do... hai...

Got one nyg kid.. her mother very ma fan. zz.

very overboard de la. she dun give a damn abt other pple feelings. Only ur daughter is human k. other pple all tou ming de. zz

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

i gonna XIA CHUI again. Its monday 2ml. zz


8:48 PM

Sunday, August 2, 2009
Another Update

Back after disappearing a month.

Decide to come in do some update as the blog is dying (again). lol.

Hai.

Is wad i hate to say. but I have to. Everyday go work i will have this kind of feeling, especially if its on a sunday. Cuz the kids always give mi prbs. Feel like nie si ta men. -_-

wonder is it I think too much.. but someone at the centre there treat mi and gym differently.. she speak properly to her but say " aye aye aye " to me. wad. Im still a teacher nevertheless... and i didnt step on ur tail.. zz.
U think u're the supervisor? -_- man man wait ba. Dun even think abt it.

hai.
The food at the centre there nt for pple eat de... is salty till u wanna throw up. -.-
last friday de bee hoon is the worst of all.. the noodles smelt plastic, chewy like plastic and taste like one also.
didnt the auntie who cook up such a wonderful dish taste it beforehand? Before sending these to those poor kids who dun have a choice nt to eat her food.

hai.
wonder wad i'll do if i really did leave the company at all..
its nt that its nt good... just that the pay puts pple off... all that talk abt after probation increase are craps...
see how it goes 1st ba..

hai.
2ml's a monday again. early morning need to scold the p1. buay tahan...
I feel like i aged 10years already...

hai.
turning 21st soon... kind of dread it coming... keep asking wad i wan to do for my 21st... celebrate or nt celebrate or nt...
stop asking already... i really duno.
if u got activities just go ba... it makes mi feel that im holding u up...

sian.


10:28 AM

Saturday, July 4, 2009
Updates

It's been a long while since i last updated and so~ here i am.

*Job

Yep. That's right. I found a job working as a Student Care Teacher. Basically is a glorified version as a bao mu/maid. Basic job scope includes fetching kids frm sch to centre, feeds them lunch, go thru hmwk with them, test their spelling/ting xie, gives them work to do, revise work with them, feeds them biscuits, wait for their parents come and take them back, yada yada yada~~~ lol.
Pay wise... sad to say, isnt fantastic. Working hrs wise... a lil bit long. Other benefits~~ soso.

Anyways why am i commenting on this? -____- (hopefully nobody frm company/someone who knows the pple in the company read this xD)

Good things abt this job - time flew past easily
- quite slack
- not that pressurised (for now)
- tea break
- near 20days of leave
- not office type environment
- quite near to home
- bonding with the kids
- go to sch and come back together with gym (both of us work together)
- traffic nt heavy even though peak hour
- therefore reach hm faster

Bad things abt this job - Pay is relatively lower (compared to IT trainer)
- An hr extra of worktime (0830-1830/0900-1900)
- very bad air circulation in the centre
- need to come back alt sat
- hard to fathom what the kids wants

For now we are under probation for 3mths and if we made it past that period a new contract will be drawn (which hopefully has something better to offer).

Currently life still the same..

Cherish your life... cherish every moment... you'll never know what future beholds...

*Gandie... I know that you'll be watching over yi ma gym and xian... They will be strong and will take good care of themselves as well as the family... Rest in peace...*


7:36 PM